Pessimism

2009-09-01T22:43:00.001+08:00

Day 2

2009-06-09T20:40:00.001+08:00

How about forgeting about day 2 cos i guess it was kinda screwed too. only performance night was great and er PT and er er firedrill! yea! kinda ironic that the things that were good were actually those that we dreaded the most to do

Granted though, it is true that this was the first camp that the sec3s planned and so it is understandable to a certain extent that it was "perfect".

2009-06-08T19:30:00.004+08:00

OMFG!!! This blog is seriously DEAD...

Well there is no hope of reviving it... But I'll just post about today for now.. Well today i had a workshop about Life sciences and it was quite interesting.. I'll daresay i did learn quite a bit juz that I have to er.. Review it.. lol

Now about my holiday... I have been slacking too MUCH.. I have to SERIOUSLY start on my homework, projects.. ETC..

OH YEA.. Lets talk about June camp. Well I DARESAY it was "PERFECT". I mean it had "FLAWLESS" planning which TOTALLY explained why we had such LONG pauses as well as a whole lot of cheering..........

Want some examples of "PERFECT" planning????? Like er.. Buying canned food WITHOUT a can opener, dropping off food or wadeva at a wrong carpark . Cancelling of activities, a cut in 1hr in the hike which was supposed to be the saving grace for the day..

OH yea speaking of that day it reminded me of something....

We had dinner at a nearby hawker centre. Then it so happens that the Sec 3s gave us until 7.30 PM to eat our food. And it also so happens that people from other platoons finished eating and i was the last one

*applause* .

Yea i know i should have ate faster but the time then was only 7.20 and there was like 10 whole minutes more before 7.30 .... Then i was asked to get up and go cos people from other platoons have already finished and i was slowing them down...

EH goodness.. I left half of my half chicken untouched and half of my sprite not drunk because of that.. Seriously thats why i listed peer pressure as 1 of the stuff that STRESSES me out.. I was pretty sure i would have finished my food by 7.30 .. But because other people ate faster, I was expected to finish as fast as them too.. THIS is SOOOOO unfair... if they said by 7.30 then finish at 7.30!!!! Why change the plans juz cos other people eat faster.. Must think of the slower ones oso!!!

NEXT!!!

Talk about the teletubbies activity..

We all know it was epic fail..

Our zombie/casualty/ wadever which was saravanan was getting scolded by the sec4s

This happily put us at last place cos we couldn't proceed without treating sara....

Then I complained to yantyng which tried to make it so that the activity would not be counted for platoon points.. YAY 3 cheers to yantyng..

We saw omega still slogging their guts out for the activity which was quite funny actually.. I think their platoon mentor didnt know of this new update... Eh sorry arh omega -.-" but seriously not fair to us la....

Well at least i learnt how to perform CPR through this activity which is really quite good and was what i felt was the only thing that could be learnt through this activity.

BTW saravanan teaches FA well.

AH!

Sleeping!!

ZZZZZ

HORRIBLE....

Made my whole body stiff.. I didn't feel like doing any activities on DAY 2 cos i felt like shit...

AIYA day 2 tok another day .. Feel damn sian now.. Chiong hmwk tmr le..

Consequences

2009-05-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

Everything has conseuences.. like i said, consider your actions before implementing them lest irreversable damage be done...

Oh The Pressure

2009-03-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

Things have been going okay so far. Well that's as far as it will go.

I know I should stop playing my PSP. I know i shouldnt visit blogs too much

I know I know.

But things don't always go as you plan.

Like finishing a project on this saturday or perhaps finishing the RE part that you are supposed to do.

I guess one really gets distracted very easily.

I have not done freesheet.

I have not finished uniform prep.

I have not finished any homework.

I have no idea where my RE is going.

I have gotten about 60+% for alice project which is like freaking low.

I have to pon 1 day of NDP bcos of HSSRC which further lowers my chances of getting into main contingent.

I have always said stuff that is in my head w/o thinking. A very bad habit which I have to change like the prev Clive blog tag and now xinyan blog tag although our sentiments might agree it was too outright.

I am too critical.

I am a hypocrite in CERTAIN areas.

I cannot take jokes well.

^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^

Just a general idea why my life sucks a lil' bit.

Btw I would like to mention something.

You know when a person makes a really lame joke and he is not like your Closest friend or anything. You will try to laugh so that he might think its funny when you actually don't get the joke or either that are you think that the joke sucks or isnt actually funny at all and you laugh just for the sake of sparing his feelings?

I wonder why i laugh sometimes.

Its so forced.

Its not funny its not amusing.

I hate it.

I should stop it.

If you are a friend of him/her dun laugh cos it will only makes his jokes worse.

Tell him that his jokes are not very funny but a good try.(dun forget to say u suck at making jokes too[if you really arent that good])

We laugh when we arent happy.

We put on a fake smile so people wouldn't ask you why you are sad. If they are your true friends they will ask and not lol at the reason why you are sad or shoot you down.

Confide your feelings to someone.

Don't put up a fake pretence all the time. Its really energy consuming.

sigh

HOLIDAYS

2009-03-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

Wow the holidays! what i ALWAYS WANTED. Please. FPS this is not a holiday. I can wonder how people actually call this a time to play and play and do all sorts of relaxing things when i am up to my neck here...ARGHGHGHGH

I Will be really lucky if I even get to finish my homework. zzz. like i told both my oral com and math teacher, the definition of holiday has DEFINITELY CHANGED. Well this is just a random post. really random. i am not a pro poster at all..

2009-02-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

i did a most retarded thing today. well it was a most retarded insensitive comment (really how could i do such a thing when i always ask ppl to consider other ppl feelings) and so it was a very huge mistake on my part bcos (look at the () above). yea. i was really dumb and therefore will like to apologize towards nai ming and clive. Really sorry for such dumb shit to be tagged on your blog.

2009-02-17T20:29:00.002+08:00

jap is killing me. but i must peservere!

2009-02-15T19:11:00.000+08:00

WOOT changed picture of blogskin and added a title

2009-02-14T21:17:00.005+08:00

Its quite sad actually... Although i know we did our best we still only got 3rd in south district and be a finalist.. But good job every FD commer!

2009-02-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

OMG tmr FD com. Gosh you know time passes really quickly? Damn lot of assignments are due, you find yourself whizzing past the months. Hey before you know it, it will be 5 years after you read this post!(hope my blog still gets going, gotta find a beter blogskin =.=)

My academic studies havent been really good. Thx to FD com, i have hardly started on the GEOG performance task,screwed up my TBA and math TA and for physics quiz got 11/12.Wth. And happy valentines day for all of you tmr.(the word happy is subjected to change due to other factors)

2009-02-03T19:38:00.002+08:00

ARGGHHH can't keep up with homework.. Now already struggling liao. Maybe things will get better after the footdrill competition.. OH yea.. i have drama for arts fest... my grades this year is gonna be screwed...

2009-01-31T19:38:00.005+08:00

Feeling very sianz the whole entire week. I am damn frustrated with the downloading of DJ max.(thanks to the lousy internet connection my computer has.) My physics is getting worse and worse though i can still keep up slightly (thanks to dennis).

The footdrill competition preparation is not going well. (At all) And my tests preparations are screwed up. Dunno why i posted that picture up there. Maybe bcos it has something to do with snow(something that i have never seen before dammit) <>

Well saying all of these, I don't have many problems in my life just yet. Hoping it will stay this way ><

Ending off this post, this is a vid that is quite funny recommended by my friend =). (Here's hoping it will work cos i never uploaded a video in my life..)

End of Cny holidays

2009-01-27T16:24:00.009+08:00

Its going to be the end of CNY. I guess i have had my fill of

chinese new year goodies but come to think of it, this year there has hardly been any air of festivity. Like what my cousin said, its thanks to the homework the teachers gave us which is true(refer to kelvin's blog under 2E).

The good part however, (learn to be optimistic during the right times) is that I have ang bao money! wheee.. Now that school is starting, i have to buck up and be more concentrated in my studies... something that i do not like much.

Well people, Happy year of the OX!

2009-01-23T22:09:00.004+08:00

Time to post again!
Yesterday footdrill performance for us was considerably better than before.

I feel quite tired recently as much homework had to be done. The impressive amount that i will have to do during the chinese new year break means less time to slack =.=

Currently, i am working on TKAM presentation. Its quite difficult really as i am attributing part of it to my laziness to do more in depth searching for information.

Got a really dry throat also. (Am keeping this from my parents so that they wont stop me from eating chinese new year goodies. Haha cough*)

To everyone out there, Happy chinese new year!

2009-01-20T19:05:00.003+08:00

lol sorry i havent been posting the past 2 days.. juz felt lazy to do so lol.

Something hilarious happened today in the classroom. Dunno why bt soe lwin and Dennis apparently back late from PE and had no time to change. so yea... they changed in class brushing off warnings that our english teacher was coming. And yea the teacher walked in and saw them changing... LOL everyone was laughing their guts out.

Ooyea btw i actually gained 2 kg lol now am 42 liao. 1.7m .

then comes third lang... Was quite boring, my fren and I wanted to sleep lol zz... then during break met clive. He bought a box of pokki and in the end i tink gave away half the box to 1B students ( the class he was allocated to for being a PSL..) and his friends lol..

Sianz after this have to do hmwk but feel like slping..

2009-01-17T13:10:00.002+08:00

The past few days have been ok. I think that the fancy footdrill training is not going very well. somehow or another i dont think we will get very far with using the fan first. I did my oral diagnostics speech yesterday and it went well with a 17 out of 20. I spoke about optimism. Well throughout the speech i was talking about how pessimism is better than optimism since it is more practical. And yeah, you can guess that i think optimism does not get you anywhere (blog title).

Optimism decieves you. Makes you think that everything is all right when it is obviously not.. Pessimism on the other hand allows you to keep in touch with reality.

today

2009-01-15T19:10:00.001+08:00

Tasked to think about what to say for today again.. hmmm. Well, today was an acceptable day i guess. So tired lor. I have to stay up until like 11+ to do homework everyday.

Well it is my sister birthday today.. Not elaborate i guess,. juz a cake and a slightly better dinner. First 2 hours of today's Footdrill training was equivalent to living in an inferno. Come to think of it.. we did quite a bit of fancy drill today. So yays red cross.

today

2009-01-13T21:18:00.001+08:00

Today was ok.. with a possible exception. I actually tot that our recess was 10 o clock! and i really went down! and i bought chicken drumstick rice! omg i rushed and dumped by chicken rice away and rushed back to class. luckily my chinese teacher was late =P.

a summary of today

2009-01-12T20:40:00.001+08:00

Today was quite fun actually. At least i didn't get ignored as much as last week lol. I think my class was irritated wif me =P. During english lesson, Iliya the chipmunk thought of a FANTASTIC speech ( yes emphasis on fantastic ). everyone from 2E should know how funny it was. Then errr... wad else? Marcus blanked out. Ok... dat wasnt funny was it? Sorry Marcus( though you might not read this post at all..)

Then during Red cross training i came in 2nd in a race! of my batch! yay.. And then i finally reduced the number of pull ups i can do to 0. Yes literally. Cos my way of doing a Pull up resembles a frog swimming in water.

Then afterwards.. even more embarrasing.. i actually thought that tiga lankah ke-belakang gerak was a wrong command =.= so much for being a FDcommer..>.<

When i was going home, i met like 2 giants going home. They were so tall i was at their chest level... Can u imagine comparing Dennis(2E) to them??

Yea well dats all for today.. pretty much don't you think?

Red Cross Flag Day

2009-01-10T15:14:00.001+08:00

Completely terrible. My legs are super stiff after 3 hours of standing and asking people for money. The amount of money that i collected was decent enough, but i had to endure a few rude people who shot some dirty looks at us like it was us who invented flag day lol.
I heard there was some guy from another group who met a middle aged man saying he hated RI and even tried to punch my batchmate >.< though =")

First post!

2009-01-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

1st post!