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Friday, March 27, 2009

Oh The Pressure

Things have been going okay so far. Well that's as far as it will go.

I know I should stop playing my PSP. I know i shouldnt visit blogs too much

I know I know.

But things don't always go as you plan.

Like finishing a project on this saturday or perhaps finishing the RE part that you are supposed to do.

I guess one really gets distracted very easily.

I have not done freesheet.

I have not finished uniform prep.

I have not finished any homework.

I have no idea where my RE is going.

I have gotten about 60+% for alice project which is like freaking low.

I have to pon 1 day of NDP bcos of HSSRC which further lowers my chances of getting into main contingent.

I have always said stuff that is in my head w/o thinking. A very bad habit which I have to change like the prev Clive blog tag and now xinyan blog tag although our sentiments might agree it was too outright.

I am too critical.

I am a hypocrite in CERTAIN areas.

I cannot take jokes well.

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Just a general idea why my life sucks a lil' bit.

Btw I would like to mention something.

You know when a person makes a really lame joke and he is not like your Closest friend or anything. You will try to laugh so that he might think its funny when you actually don't get the joke or either that are you think that the joke sucks or isnt actually funny at all and you laugh just for the sake of sparing his feelings?

I wonder why i laugh sometimes.

Its so forced.

Its not funny its not amusing.

I hate it.

I should stop it.

If you are a friend of him/her dun laugh cos it will only makes his jokes worse.

Tell him that his jokes are not very funny but a good try.(dun forget to say u suck at making jokes too[if you really arent that good])

We laugh when we arent happy.

We put on a fake smile so people wouldn't ask you why you are sad. If they are your true friends they will ask and not lol at the reason why you are sad or shoot you down.

Confide your feelings to someone.

Don't put up a fake pretence all the time. Its really energy consuming.

sigh

flew into your heart at [5:51 PM]

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

HOLIDAYS

Wow the holidays! what i ALWAYS WANTED. Please. FPS this is not a holiday. I can wonder how people actually call this a time to play and play and do all sorts of relaxing things when i am up to my neck here...ARGHGHGHGH

I Will be really lucky if I even get to finish my homework. zzz. like i told both my oral com and math teacher, the definition of holiday has DEFINITELY CHANGED. Well this is just a random post. really random. i am not a pro poster at all..

flew into your heart at [8:20 PM]

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